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Wednesday, January 9, 2013

EBM...Sedih, Redha, Azam

Today, 09/01/13 would be the last day Kaisara will have a feeding of EBM milk from mama at the age of 9 Month 4 Days. Actually mama stop pumping on the New Year itself since she only get like 1 oz a day. After struggling with emotions, tears and all, mama decided to stop pumping even though it really break her heart to do so. Sometimes up until now, she really miss the moment. The saddest part is, since Kaisara refuse to be direct BF, thus, no pumping, no supply of EBM to her. Hence, with a bottle of 4 oz a day that last until today was the last supply. Mama redha. At the same time, mama berazam, for adik Kaisara (InsyaAllah), mama determine to exclusively BF which means no water, no pacifier, no bottle (at least one and a half week before started working). InsyaAllah...

p/s: Abah, do'akan mama ye..Kaisara, mama really sorry for not able to supply more to you dear...huhu..Mama will cook a healthy food for you everyday, InsyaAllah :) Love u both a lot...Mmmmmuah

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